everybody has a secret

2006-11-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

[my hidayah darling and i]
i love my part-time girlfriend. =)
i cant realli much remember
when we had started this "part-time" thingy
kinda kinky actualli.
heee*smiles(till like that)*
i've questioning myself though
is it fair? part-time? lolness
what kind of "seriousness" i'm doing here.
WAS thinking of 'full time' thouhgh
but frankly speaking i AM a COWARD.
yeah. realli have no idea what to do.
we're graduating. yet should i make some progress?
question question questionssss...
yet, no answer in my head
it's empty...
i think she's also not realli thinking much about this 'part-time'
so i shall shut myself up.
and don think bout it much.
if we're realli destined.
"something" will surely happen.
wait for it.
BUT..
wait? wait?..
hey., *piak* slap myself
u think it's so easy ah..there are so many BULLS out there waiting for its prey!!
hahaz.
i dunno la
i realli dunno.
i dun even noe wad i'talking bout la.
shit.
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and here i come PARTY
*i'm experiencing a withdrawal symptoms*

*i wanna be a daring person.

2006-11-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

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2006-10-31T01:23:00.000+08:00

had a chat with one person
and i had learnt a lot
things like
"forget all the past,
dun worry about the future,
just live ur everyday life the fullest
and no regret"
will find more time to talk
although i have to muggggggg
yeap.
anavil is in the process of builiding
a taller stronger and better anavil
hahahaz.
*standing ovation*
and anavil *bows*
[hahaz..strider influenced me
thanks mr.action]
shall continue my mugging.
one more week or nth!!
latest music and a kaleidoscope of colours
that played wildly over the crowd that thronged the place
here i come in three weeks
and i shall dance my life away

2006-10-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

end up.
i still love u.
a lot.
i cant jus move on.
i try
and try.
my heart just doesn't let me go.
your face just appears out of nowhere.
why are you still lingering in my mind.
it hurts everytime thinking about
what had happened.
it's just so heartrending.
perhaps it's only me feeling the love.
perhaps it was a dream.
but it never a dream to me.
because after all
to me, dream comes true.

2006-10-04T04:18:00.000+08:00

u will never forget him
he will never forget u
me?
i will never forget u?
i hav no idea at all.
who knows?
i maybe able to forget you.
...
i dun wan to be so stubborn animore
life goes on as my friend said
...
nxt time i shall not be too expansive.
...
but i will be there for you whenever u need me
my friend.

2006-09-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

we must learn how to let go of things
that is not fated to us
..
learn to move on.
although it's gonna be so painful.
try our best.
..
life goes on.
..
i hope tt someone will stop being such an idiot
and learn to see tt there's still someone waiting
not meof course
..
i hope they will end up happily tgt
with understandin
..
but
..
if one day we two hav a chance to develop relationship again.
i would like to take tt opportunity.
..
hopefully it will never happen.
cuz i dun wan to be hurt again.
and i said this once again
i dun wan to be fool again.
but i will fall in love again.
..

2006-09-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
_
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
_
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
_
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
_
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
_
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
_

you've made a fool of me.
u're a f--king bas---d
but..
i still love u always
..
my feeling for u will nv fade.
it will always be right here
forever n ever
..
i noe there's no chance.
but i'll wait...

2006-09-16T12:51:00.000+08:00

there's only one thing i can say now
.....
that is
.....
i love u

2006-09-14T18:38:00.000+08:00

Z____
i like the way u talk speak..
ur voice..sound like drunkard..
but cute
.....
i like the way u smile...
u kept smiling
though u're sad n suppose to cry
......
i like when u try to be happy
.....
i like u when u dance wid mie.
it might look the same for other ppl seein us dancin tgt
but there's a diff.
they don noe
but i noe
i think u should feel it too
....
i like when u hug mie
there's a warmth tt i nv feel b4
....
i like when ya hold my hand
....
i like u when u kissed wid mie
i nv hav tt kind of sparkle
like my body is electrified
....
i like when u keep tellling me to study
and don think bout other things
....
thank you
....
i like when u tell mie to take care of my self
rest well
good night
good morning
or afternoon
.....
i like when ya msg mie..
i always wait for ur msg
.....
i like when ya say im a pig
i think i'm crazie
.....
i like u when u tell mie to sms u
when i don feel well
.....
i like u when u told mie
tt u wanna kisss me again..
.....
ETC..
i like u the way u do
....
liking is turning to be something called " love " in a very next day..
....
LOVES

2006-09-13T11:23:00.000+08:00

i cried badly last nite
.....
and my ss paper today is a mess
.....

** i try not to complicate things

but i did complicate things

feelings cant help

dun get mad

u made me sad

2006-09-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

i cant get the feelings out of my head
you are the one
you are a bad person..
you stole my heart and i'm dying jus to see u again.
when??
hopefully soon.
yeap.
if i can..i will fly into ur arms
to be with u till the end of time
but why are u so far away
do u noe tt it's veri hard for mie
to get myself close to you..

this underaged guy has fallen for u badly..
he cant climb up from the chasm of love.
the wall is too steep.
hope he can find the answer...

once again.. i fell in love

remember those kissing till my last breath.

love is not a curse.. plz dun b for this time.. plzz..
i beg.

* cuz it's u and me

and all other ppl

got nth to do.

there's nth to lose..

hopefully.

2006-09-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

haiz...i think i fell in love wid someone again
i thought i'll never but yeah.. cant help man..
wish me luck plz.
hope i won get hurt again.

*feeling rising

first entry

2006-09-09T04:02:00.000+08:00

hihihihihihihihihihiihihih
first entry =)

** dumbass